I cared for you more immensely than I cared for I, for one moment in time. Swooning, tangled, intensely and dangerously entwined. Emotionally incapable I leapt, I jumped far and long to find no ground beneath me- no arms awaiting. Heart on my sleeve, oh so easy to read- experience and wisdom have now weathered this me. Heart on my sleeve, now bound under padded walls, chains, lock and key. I’ve danced in the face of fear only to crumble in happiness and divinity. Cried my joy and felt each of my undeniable inadequacies as a single entity. I see your sunlight, I soak in each evil ray of your being. Cringing, I’m begging for your smile only to go unnoticed, unseen. This unrecognizable emotion inside of me, this insane glee, this roller-coaster in the middle of the sea. Today I am mourning the loss of this “me”.
