January 2009
3 posts
We are all virtually insane.
By the hair on my chinny chin chin, I am. Hanging on to this thread of insanity for surety…. Surety that tomorrow will be blatantly as dull as this day and the last. Thank you for not noticing that I am hanging on ever so tightly, for being there to push me over the edge. This edge is so far, so far gone. Gone but here in this mirage it seems closer than you, than real. I’m going...
Love. Devours.
Reading through I see that it’s all about you, you and the way you’ve crumbled the pieces of my being. Looking at you, through you. I want to see the way you care, but all I can find is the way you look at everyone else, everyone but me. This crumbling me that is left… This pains me, devours me complete. Completely. I’m here, standing without seeing. Standing and...
Reality: Check.
My dreams continue to persevere only in the harsh light of day, but surely they will be followed with the nightmares of yesterday in my sleep. Here with you, lost in you. Hand in hand, but miles away. I see this damning black lining in the silver cloud of a lie you are. I see, but I cannot push past. The path we currently follow is merely a never ending circle, we’ve seen this landscape...